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His name was Brian, and he was a student at the small high
school I attended. Brian was a special education student who
was constantly searching for love and attention, but it
usually came for the wrong reasons. Students who wanted to
have some "fun" would ask, "Brian, are you the Incredible
Hulk?" He would then run down the halls roaring and flexing.
He was the joke of the school and was "entertainment" for
those who watched. Brian, who was looking for acceptance,
didn't realize that they were laughing at him and not with
him. One day I couldn't take it anymore. I told the other
students that I had had enough of their game and to knock it
off. "Aw, come on, Mike! We are just having fun. Who do you
think you are anyway?"
The teasing didn't stop for long, but Brian latched onto me
that day. I had stuck up for him, and now he was my buddy.
Thoughts of "What will people think of you if you are friends
with Brian," swirled in my head, but I forced them out as I
realized that God wanted me to treat this young man as I would
want to be treated.
Later that week I invited Brian over to my house to play video
games. We sat there playing Intellivision (this was the 80's)
and drinking Tang. Pretty soon he started asking me questions
like, "Hey Mike. Where do you go to church?" I would politely
answer his questions, then turn my concentration back to the
video games... He kept asking me questions about God, and why
I was different from some of the kids at school. Finally my
future wife, Kristi, who was my high school sweetheart at the
time, pulled me aside and said, "Michael, he needs to talk.
How about you go down to your room where you can talk
privately?" My wonderfully perceptive girlfriend had picked up
on the cues better than I had.
As soon as we arrived in my room, Brian asked again, "Hey,
Mike. How come you're not like some of the other kids at
school?" I knew I needed to tell him about the difference that
God had made in my life. I got out my Bible and shared John
3:16 and some verses in Romans with him. I explained that God
loved him just the way he was and that He had sent Jesus down
to earth to die on a cross, rise from the dead, and make it
possible for everyone, especially Brian, to spend eternity in
heaven if they believed. I didn't know if he was comprehending
what I was telling him, but when I finished explaining, I
asked Brian if he wanted to pray with me. He said he would
like that.
We prayed together: "God, I know I am a sinner, and that even
if I were the only person on earth, You still would have sent
Your Son down to die on the cross for me and take my place. I
accept the gift of salvation that You offer, and I ask that
You come into my heart and take control. Thank you, Lord.
Amen."
I looked at him and said, "Brian, if you meant those words you
just prayed, where is Jesus right now?"
He pointed to his heart and said, "He's in here now."
Then he did something I will never forget as long as I live.
Brian hugged the Bible to his chest, lay down on the bed and
let the tears flow down the side of his cheeks. When I cry, my
sobbing is very loud, but Brian's was unearthly silent as the
emotions he'd held inside let loose. Then he said to me,
"Mike, do you know that the love that God has for me must be
like the love a husband has for his wife?"
I was floored.
Here was someone who had trouble comprehending things in
school, but had now understood one of eternity's great truths.
I knew now that he understood what I had shared with him.
He lay there for another five minutes or so as the salty drops
continued to flow.
I still remember the incredible feeling I had at that moment:
a high higher than anything a substance could ever give-the
high of knowing that God still works miracles in everyday
life. John 10:10 immediately came to mind: "...I have come
that they may have life, and have it to the full."
It was about a week later that everything came into
perspective for me. It was then that Brian really opened up to
me. He explained that his dad had left him and his mom when he
was five years old. As Brian stood on the porch that day, his
dad told him he was leaving because he couldn't deal with
having a son like him anymore. Then he walked out of Brian's
life and was never seen again... Brian told me that he had
been looking for his dad ever since. Now I knew why the tears
kept flowing that day in my bedroom. His search was over. He
found what he had been looking for since he was five years old…
A Father's Love...
Michael T. Powers
HeartTouchers@aol.com
Copyright © 1999 by Michael T. Powers
Michael T. Powers resides in Wisconsin with his wife Kristi.
They are the founders of HeartTouchers.com and Heart4Teens.com
and their stories appear in sixteen inspirational books
including many from the Chicken Soup series. The story above
appears in his book: Straight From the Heart "A
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