~MY Decision~

 

I sit at the side of my bed.

Tears flowing down my cheeks.

wondering which way I should go.

Life's just a journey week after week

 

Looking for a different happiness.

One that I can endure and lasting.

With peace and Joy inside Worthwhile---

Where pain is less.

 

A little voice inside me keeps saying

Go this way--Go that way

But which one is true? 

Still searching to find--

I begin to just pray.

 

This grief is stealing my Joy

And success its taking from me.

I look beyond the darkness

That won't let me be free.

 

I need a quiet moment.

My heart is full but feeling empty.

My Soul is no longer satisfied.

My God I need to see.

 

The path is right in front to find.

My eyes are finally opening up.

The world is mine if only I walk

And leave the past behind.

 

Things are starting to come together

As I kneel at the side of my bed

It's time to make a decision.

Then I know I can walk ahead.

 

What will sooth my weary soul

What will take my secret torment.

Only God can fill this need

The decision is mine, I must repent.

 

~ Written by Janet Ford ~

janetlf3@aol.com