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In September 1960, I woke up
one morning with six hungry
babies and just 75 cents in
my pocket. Their father was
gone. The boys ranged from
three months to seven years;
their sister was two. Their
Dad had never been much more
than a presence they feared.
Whenever they heard his
tires crunch on the gravel
driveway they would scramble
to hide under their beds.
He did manage to leave 15
dollars a week to buy
groceries. Now that he had
decided to leave, there
would be no more beatings,
but no food either. If there
was a welfare system in
effect in southern Indiana
at that time, I certainly
knew nothing about it.
I scrubbed the kids until
they looked brand new and
then put on my best homemade
dress. I loaded them into
the rusty old 51 Chevy and
drove off to find a job. The
seven of us went to every
factory, store and
restaurant in our small
town. No luck. The kids
stayed, crammed into the car
and tried to be quiet while
I tried to convince whomever
would listen that I was
willing to learn or do
anything. I had to have a
job. Still no luck.
The last place we went to,
just a few miles out of
town, was an old Root Beer
Barrel drive-in that had
been converted to a truck
stop. It was called the Big
Wheel. An old lady named
Granny owned the place and
she peeked out of the window
from time to time at all
those kids. She needed
someone on the graveyard
shift, 11 at night until
seven in the morning. She
paid 65 cents an hour and I
could start that night.
I raced home and called the
teenager down the street
that baby-sat for people. I
bargained with her to come
and sleep on my sofa for a
dollar a night. She could
arrive with her pajamas on
and the kids would already
be asleep. This seemed like
a good arrangement to her,
so we made a deal.
That night when the little
ones and I knelt to say our
prayers we all thanked God
for finding Mommy a job. And
so I started at the Big
Wheel.
When I got home in the
mornings I woke the
baby-sitter up and sent her
home with one dollar of my
tip money-fully half of what
I averaged every night.
As the weeks went by,
heating bills added another
strain to my meager wage.
The tires on the old Chevy
had the consistency of penny
balloons and began to leak.
I had to fill them with air
on the way to work and again
every morning before I could
go home.
One bleak fall morning, I
dragged myself to the car to
go home and found four tires
in the back seat. New tires!
There was no note, no
nothing, just those
beautiful brand new tires.
Had angels taken up
residence in Indiana? I
wondered. I made a deal with
the owner of the local
service station. In exchange
for his mounting the new
tires, I would clean up his
office. I remember it took
me a lot longer to scrub his
floor than it did for him to
do the tires.
I was now working six nights
instead of five and it still
wasn't enough.Christmas was
coming and I knew there
would be no money for toys
for the kids. I found a can
of red paint and started
repairing and painting some
old toys. Then I hid them in
the basement so there would
be something for Santa to
deliver on Christmas
morning. Clothes were a
worry too.
I was sewing patches on top
of patches on the boys pants
and soon they would be too
far gone to repair.
On Christmas Eve the usual
customers were drinking
coffee in the Big Wheel.
These were the truckers,
Les, Frank, and Jim, and a
state trooper named Joe. A
few musicians were hanging
around after a gig at the
Legion and were dropping
nickels in the pinball
machine. The regulars all
just sat around and talked
through the wee hours of the
morning and then left to get
home before the sun came up.
When it was time for me to
go home at seven o'clock on
Christmas morning I hurried
to the car. I was hoping the
kids wouldn't wake up before
I managed to get home and
get the presents from the
basement and place them
under the tree. (We had cut
down a small cedar tree by
the side of the road down by
the dump.) It was still dark
and I couldn't see much, but
there appeared to be some
dark shadows in the car-or
was that just a trick of the
night? Something certainly
looked different, but it was
hard to tell what. When I
reached the car I peered
warily into one of the side
windows. Then my jaw dropped
in amazement.
My old battered Chevy was
full-full to the top with
boxes of all shapes and
sizes. I quickly opened the
driver's side door,
scrambled inside and kneeled
in the front facing the back
seat. Reaching back, I
pulled off the lid of the
top box. Inside was a whole
case of little blue jeans,
sizes 2-10! I looked inside
another box: It was full of
shirts to go with the jeans.
Then I peeked inside some of
the other boxes: There were
candy and nuts and bananas
and bags of groceries. There
was an enormous ham for
baking, and canned
vegetables and potatoes.
There was pudding and Jell-O
and cookies, pie filling and
flour. There was a whole bag
of laundry supplies and
cleaning items. And there
were five toy trucks and one
beautiful little doll.
As I drove back through
empty streets as the sun
slowly rose on the most
amazing Christmas Day of my
life, I was sobbing with
gratitude. And I will never
forget the joy on the faces
of my little ones that
precious morning.
Yes, there were angels in
Indiana that long-ago
December. And they all hung
out at the Big Wheel truck
stop.
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